My personality gets Good Friday. Today is the day of the Christian calendar when we step back from the reality of Christ’s resurrection and remember the pain, heartache, doubt, and dismay that the disciples must have felt when their Messiah – our Jesus – died.
Today is not a joyful day, but a day of mourning. It is not a day to laugh, it is a dark day of despair. It is the proper time for solemness, and quiet. It is the time for screaming and listening to emo music in the dark.
When they came to a place called Golgotha (which means Skull Place), they gave Him wine mixed with gall to drink. But when He tasted it, He would not drink it. After crucifying Him they divided His clothes by casting lots. Then they sat down and were guarding Him there.
Above His head they put up the charge against Him in writing: THIS IS JESUS THE KING OF THE JEWS
Then two criminals were crucified with Him, one on the right and one on the left. Those who passed by were yelling insults at Him, shaking their heads and saying, “The One who would demolish the sanctuary and rebuild it in three days, save Yourself! If You are the Son of God, come down from the cross!” In the same way the chief priests, with the scribes and elders, mocked Him and said, “He saved others, but He cannot save Himself! He is the King of Israel! Let Him come down now from the cross, and we will believe in Him. He has put His trust in God; let God rescue Him now—if He wants Him! For He said, ‘I am God’s Son.’ ” In the same way even the criminals who were crucified with Him kept taunting Him.
From noon until three in the afternoon darkness came over the whole land. At about three in the afternoon Jesus cried out with a loud voice, “Elí, Elí, lemá sabachtháni?” that is, “My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?”
When some of those standing there heard this, they said, “He’s calling for Elijah!”
Immediately one of them ran and got a sponge, filled it with sour wine, fixed it on a reed, and offered Him a drink. But the rest said, “Let’s see if Elijah comes to save Him!”
Jesus shouted again with a loud voice and gave up His spirit.
Matthew 27:33-50 (Holman Christian Standard Bible)